8.04.2008

Glimpsing Center, Again.

This job this summer has tried me in almost every possible way: long hours, big disappointments, lack of control over the final product, difficult people, and self doubt. I constantly feel inadequate and like I am a disappointment to my employer archi-treasures. I don't sleep well, I am constantly worried.

My meditation practice has lapsed for up to a couple days at a time and my alcohol consumption has increased in a predictably stressful and summer way. These two things are not good for me.

But today I had a glimpse of the center I once knew.

"I can only do this job as well as I can. Any body's disappointment or agendas belong to them not me."

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2 Comments:

Blogger Johnny5 said...

Good thing to keep in mind. Keep your chin up, Renee!

8/7/08 4:03 PM  
Blogger Johnny5 said...

Good thing to keep in mind. Keep your chin up, Renee!

8/7/08 4:03 PM  

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