Meloncholy Mid Month 4
Its really easy to use the accutane as an excuse.
Sure I think its making me feel bad, no doubt. But instead of using that as an excuse for acting bad, I should use it as an excuse behaving very well, very presently. My mind feels very dull, somewhat cloudy and uninterested. I will expend effort to over come this inertia.
There has been a really fine line between taking a nap because I know it will make me feel better and because I know the accutane is causing this fatigue. And taking a nap because I am lazy and don't want to deal with even the things that normally interest me.
Sure I think its making me feel bad, no doubt. But instead of using that as an excuse for acting bad, I should use it as an excuse behaving very well, very presently. My mind feels very dull, somewhat cloudy and uninterested. I will expend effort to over come this inertia.
There has been a really fine line between taking a nap because I know it will make me feel better and because I know the accutane is causing this fatigue. And taking a nap because I am lazy and don't want to deal with even the things that normally interest me.
Labels: accutane, emotion, mood, side effects

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